Why?

I was just at the grocery store and when leaving I saw an elderly couple, probably late 80's, holding hands while entering the store. My first thought was "I will never know what it's like to be old and hold hands with Robert"...then, I remembered that Robert and I never held hands because he didn't like to. Then, I realized that after almost 6 years I still fall victim to romanticizing the memories of what has been lost.

So, that's why this blog has come about...